Put On The Ritz

woah

WOAH!!!!

its been a while tumblr, its been a while. 

First of all this year has just been a whirlwind. I can’t stress it enough, my plans are moving forward and i am excited. See, being focus and putting things in their priorities really work. 

1) work is work. i work with incompetent people, which really sucks, but that life and i have to move forward. As long as it doesn’t effect my work, i am chill

2) i am starting my own swim wear business, which i am ecstatic about. I have sketches and i just need to find material to start sewing. I am going to give myself about a year to kick it off. ahh. and the name will be SYDNEY BALI (C)

3) i need a vacation!!!

4) summer is here, beach every weekend at the hamptons, which i am proud of because this is the first summer in my whole lifetime that i will be in new york and not travelling. scary to thing about it, but i am fine with it

5) master degree asap!!!

6) i am planning to move to cali after i get my masters, which hopefully the sooner i can that paper the sooner i leave new york. new york has been great to me, but its time to take a break from this city and move somewhere else for a while. ya know!

7) woahh. i can’t believe i even have to type to write this. hahah

8) life has been ok. i guess

9) within these past few months of this year i have grown up so much, its ridiculous. work life really is competitive

10) idk even know if i want to stay in corporate america……… sigh

thats all for now.

xoxo

pardon me

WORK has officially taken over my life! as much as I dislike it, i gotta do what i gotta do. 

- the end 

(bleh)

breathe

Breathe. Just Breathe.

Everyday i think to myself if i am making the right decisions. I tend to think about the future too much because i want the best for myself and whatever comes in the future. When i told you all my plans i trusted you. We had the same journey. We were going to take over the world. I wish i didn’t fall in love with you so deeply. but what we have done, we can’t take it back. I know you still think about me and i still think about you as well. But its time to move on. There is no way we can be friends because it just hurts. Every time you come back into my life you make me forgive you. But this time it is different. I grew up and i learned my mistakes. The past can only be a memory. 

If we ever do meet up in the future, where i feel satisfied in my career and in my life, and if i was single and you were single and we both still have feelings for each other, i wish that we can pick up where we left off in good terms. but as for now, we must move on. 

future

I CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL MY ENTERPRISE IS BUILT. ONE WAY TICKET TO A SUCCESSFUL CAREER/LIFE

vineyard

hotels

restaurants

lounges

bars

fashion line

publication line

and many more 

sag 2011

Year 2011 Romantic

With the Moon, Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, and Uranus packing an explosive punch in your romance sector this spring (May 1 to be exact), love will find you. Try as you may to hide from Cupid’s arrow, your time has come so you might as well give up the ghost. The passion and the challenge are what turn you on this year — forget comfort zones and safety nets. You could easily meet your fiery match by May under the heavy Aries influence in your love sector. You certainly wont’ attract any such variety of boring. Taking a risk and putting your heart on the line is what will give you the greatest success in love this year, so what are you waiting for?

With the Lunar Nodes activating your relationship sectors, dating and partnering take on a fated quality. You have that uncanny sense that you could meet a partner for the long haul and that’s saying a lot considering how fiercely independent you have felt over the past several years. Love at first sight? Absolutely! The nice part about the nodal influence in your sign and opposite sign, Gemini, is that you can’t really help but be on your destiny track in attracting an appropriate mate. The more you get out of your own way and let the chips just fall where they may, the more pleasantly surprised you’ll be with how perfect everything seems to unfold in your love life. You can have it all, Sag. But then again, would you ever have it any other way?

2011

A new year, a new life is coming soon. 2010 had some great memories and some bad memories as well. I struggled so much this year. Worked my butt off but it was worth it. This year is to do more work. So in the coming years I can do less work and just retire lol. However that sounds easier than done. I need to focus but I also need to start growing up and just relax. I am 21, I just need to explore the world my way and eventually wherever I am, I know I will be happy. So to all the people out there have a safe, regret-less, wonderful new year. 

the end

Its been a year since we left each other’s world.  It was a hard decision but it was the right one. I know we both left in bad terms, and I regret that. We were best friends before our heart spoke to each other. I shared my secrets with you and you shared yours with me. We shared our laughters and tears together. We were that couple that everybody wanted to be. Our love for each other were indescribable . We had the same dreams, the same aspirations. We traveled around the world and shared those memories together. it was a blast. three years of myself growing up in this world was shared by you. And I thank you for letting me be in your life. We had a plan. But things changed. People changed. We wanted two different things. I wanted to explore more of the world, I wanted a career but you wanted to settle, you wanted a family. We were too young, and I hope you know that now. I don’t regret the decision that I made. I trusted you with all that I had, but you thought differently after that moment. A moment that I would never forget, a moment where I think to myself what if I answered the decision that you wanted to hear from my voice. Would I be in the same position as I am today? I will always stand by your side, not matter what, but you didn’t feel that anymore. I am sorry if I didn’t show that to you. But I too felt that something had change. We tried to work it out, but we didn’t give an effort to it. Gradually we drifted apart. You left to another country when I asked you to stay. You ran away from our world because you didn’t want to face the truth. If only you stuck with the plan, this would of never happened. You couldn’t wait! But I don’t blame you. This wasn’t my fault nor was it yours. We broke each other hearts but I feel that my heart has healed now. I want to move on and so should you. So this is my goodbye to you, I hope you will find somebody that will share the same chemistry as we had together. Enjoy your life and let go. 

dallasclayton:

GOOD ODDS
 
If you’re going to gamble
bet on the longshot.

If you lose, people will respect you for bucking the establishment

And if you win…
you’ll be telling that story for the rest of your life.

got a job!

1) got a job! finally. it only took forever since graduation

2) the pay is not what i expect it to be, but it is so much better than nothing

3) been looking a lot of the master’s program at columbia. strategic communications sounds really good!